Monday, December 19, 2011

NO TITLE

I am not always able to write at the times I force myself to write. When I do, it comes out naturally, the words just get poured by themselves. My fingers get out the control of my brain. My heart manages them, my soul makes the words come alive.
Just like this moment.
So many things going on in me, all over me. Even, I might not be able to think clearly, maybe... But you see? Still, the words can make themselves seen on the screen, just in front of me.
Right now, I can write about the people who hurt me, I can write about the ones whose hearts I broke, I can write about my dissapointments, I can write about my dreams. But, no; all would seem such nonsense and meaningless titles. In fact, this writing has no title. Titles are just the display pictures of our lives, have you ever thought about it? A mother, a father, a sister, a brother, a friend, a lover... All these names (not those people!) are only the display pictures of our life sphere. There is more than that. Family bounds are kept alive by being loyal, honest and connected to each other with love, not with the word family. Friends? A few of them can be special enough to be like your family., if they are the ones whom you can open your heart. Lover? If there is really love between 2 people, there is no even need "the lover title". Because the ones who have that title, they might become nothing about love. For, a real lover composes of a real love. "What's real love?". A strong, unconditional tie. It's seeing universe much bigger than it is. It's feeling their pain deep inside your heart, too. It's not being able to breathe when they are not fine. Something like this... Maybe something you thought you had, or something I thought I had. Maybe for once, maybe for a few times more...
So what was I writing about? The titles... The moment I understood that how titles made me weak, I have started to feel stronger for it has made me desire something deeper, something real, something powerful. Do you know where it takes me? It takes me to my hopes. Can you guess how hopes furnish services as medicines? Believe me, hopes save lives. To survive, to have hopes, you have to have faith. Having faith in something... in God, in life, in love, in your dreams., whatever it is... As long as you have faith in life, you will always know that it is not wrong at all when elders say that "this, too, shall pass". One more thing is that; as long as you love yourself, as long as you are the way you are, you will, one day, come across what you deserve.
Now, in my life, there are a few dush rooms which have no tittle at all. And the ones who have caused this... Their titles were just fake. Yet, I know that I am not gonna lose who I am, I am not gonna waste my hopes. Pains are to be got over and happinesses are to be smiled at. Tell yourself that "this, too, shall pass". Because I do, even believing in it from the bottom of my heart.

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