Wednesday, May 19, 2010

MORE THAN A DREAM

YOU MAY NOT BE HER FIRST, HER LAST OR HER ONLY. SHE LOVED BEFORE, SHE MAY LOVE AGAIN. BUT IF SHE LOVES YOU NOW, WHAT ELSE MATTERS? SHE ISN'T PERFECT, YOU AREN'T EITHER AND THE TWO OF YOU MAY NEVER BE PERFECT TOGETHER BUT IF SHE CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH, CAUSE YOU TO THINK TWICE, AND ADMIT TO BEING HUMAN AND MAKING MISTAKES, HOLD ONTO HER AND GIVE HER THE MOST YOU CAN. SHE MAY NOT BE THINKING ABOUT YOU EVERY SECOND OF THE DAY, BUT SHE WILL GIVE YOU A PART OF HER THAT SHE KNOWS YOU CAN BREAK-HER HEART. SO DON'T HURT HER, DON'T CHANGE HER, DON'T ANALYZE AND DON'T EXPECT MORE THAN SHE CAN GIVE. SMILE WHEN SHE MAKES YOU HAPPY, LET HER KNOW WHEN SHE MAKES YOU MAD AND MISS HER WHEN SHE ISN'T THERE.
BOB MARLEY.


*for the ones who believe in love again and again! (:

"someone out there is meant to be the love of your life, your best friend, your soulmate, the one you can tell your dreams to. He'll smile at you when you tell him, but he'll never laugh at your heart. He'll brush the hair out of your eyes and send you flowers when you least expect it. He'll call you to tell you goodnight before you get into bed or 'just because' he is thinking about you. He'll be bursting to talk to you each morning just to hear the sound of your voice. He'll look into your eyes and tell you that you are the most beautiful girl he has ever seen and for the first time in your life you'll believe it! (;"

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

..a heart that keeps beating, keeps hoping, keeps loving..

Rocks break, everything changes, even when you think you're sure, especially. You wanna know about me in 500 words? I get scared sometimes, I'm dissapointed, I have doubts and I love gettin' my way. I don't like change but I know it's good for me and inevitable, so I welcome it as best I can. If you want to judge me, measure me by the size of my hope. I don't know where I'll be a year from now. I want to be a million of things when I grow up. I want to leave my mark on the world. Everything changes, even when you think you're sure. Especially when you think you're sure. There is a poem by Yoham Framm that says it better than I will: "Defy the old dragon, defy the fear. The world may rage and quake, but I shall remain singing in perfect peace." Yeah things happen, things you don't expect, or want, or like. The world rages and you become someone you didn't know you'd ever be. And there you are, in your clothes, in your life. This is my future. This is me and I want things I never thought I would. A place to grow, meet new people, a place to surprise when life turns out to be nothing I imagined... and to be grateful for it. In perfect peace. There's power in change. With change comes lots of room to grow. The hardest part of moving forward is not looking back. I might be a little bit jaded, I'm a little damaged, like a vintage t-shirt you love because it tells a story. I complain a lot, but I remember everyday how much God had blessed me. I have a family I don't go a day without talking to. Old and new friends who make me smile. And a heart that keeps beating, keeps hoping, keeps loving.
Everwood

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

WHAT IS IT LIKE BEING NORMAL?

What do people think about being normal? Whar are their common "criterions" about being a normal person?

1-Working in a job that you don't like from 9 to 5 each day and being retired after 30 years
2-Believing that power is more important than money and money is more important than happiness (eventhough none shows it's their belief)
3-Humiliating the ones who runs after happiness instead of money saying they aren't ambitious
4-Criticizing people who are different from the ones you have seen
5-Not looking into anyone's eyes in the bus considering it might be misunderstood
6-Trying to hang back your smile from people "again" considering it might be misunderstood
7-Not being aware of how much you actually are different from every single person in the world
8-Doing your best not to believe yourself just to run away from a difficult situation, doing nothing but giving up
9-Telling things to people up to what they feel, not up to what you want to say
10-Never keeping in mind that "tomorrow, in fact, might never come"
11- Having a lot of things to say for a lot of people but just not being able to leave proud (in fact it doesn't mean being not proud)
12-Leaving your dreams and starting to do what others say or what will make you have a more comfortable life
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the list goes on and on and on!!

It's how most of the people are now, it's the majority! If being normal is about all of these, then guess i never wanna be normal!

I don't think not many things are greater than working a job that you like and nothing is more important than happiness.
Why do we criticize people because of they are different from the ones we have seen instead of leaving being a cliche person?
I think we should smile all the time not caring about what others might think, because a smile can change other's day or even life and smiling faces around make the atmosphere better, right(:
Giving up? It just shows how weak you are, nothing we love is easy!
I never understand why we make words considering what who we talk to will think? Doesn't it mean taking words or even the person for granted?
Just say what you wanna say and set your tongue, mind and heart free!(;
Proud? what a handicap! I don't think many people know what it is but it's not telling what you feel or think eventhough how much you got hurt before or what someone did.
Never leave what you actually wanna do! Don't you wanna live a dream while living? :)

Friday, May 7, 2010

SOME DANCE TO REMEMBER, SOME DANCE TO FORGET


Dancing...
It is sometimes so magnificient.
It sometimes means nothing, not more than taking your steps depending on someone.
Yet,"some dance to remember, some dance to forget."
Dancing is when two souls get close to each other, when they try to feel each other. It doesn't always work. Sometimes we can't feel the other, eventhough we try hard to do so. We might like it at first. Because it's a dance that your partner does anything not to hurt you, he tries not to take any wrong step towards you. These dances make you feel valuable. However, you don't want it to last long; if you just feel that there is no rhythm or passion in the dance. We can't create the rhythm or the passion if they don't come out naturally. Feeling a stranger's body on you makes you want to stop the dance, eventhough the music is bewitching! It always is.

But yet, there are some dances that you try your best not to lose a minute without dancing. Unlike in the other dance, your partner is not so careful about not hurting you. Yet, you feel like you have been dancing for so long and the music is so appealing and your partner is so hard to leave and there is passion -not unison-, there is the habit -not magic-. You feel like dancing has never been so great, until your partner makes a mistake taking a wrong step and you fall down... maybe for a lot of times you fall down and stand up again and again. Dancing with him is more than magnificient, but it's never enough. Some mistakes in dancing can't be forgiven..

And the best dances... When there are rhythm,passion,unison all together!... Is it impossible? Some think so... It isn't. I have felt it for a short time that it's not impossible, i feel it isn't.