Monday, June 9, 2014

DOLOROUS HATRED

When I thought that I forgot
I tasted you in my first kiss
In the deceptive, temporary part of love

When I thought that I forgot
I felt you in my first heartbreak
In the forgetful, ruthless part of loyalty

When I thought that I forgot
I remembered you in the dolorous sundays
In the limited, scary part of unity

When I thought that I forgot
I cursed you in every farewell
In the remorseless, non-returning part of distance

When I thought that I forgot
I blamed you in every tear
In the causeless, deep part of whining

When I thought that I forgot
I missed you in every success
In the gallant, needy part of pride

When I thought that I forgot
I actually thought that I never forget
      Like the elegy in the most tragic times
      Like the saddest songs playing in the happiest times 
          In all the places where love unites with hatred.
          I remembered.