Saturday, June 12, 2010

UNDERSTAND ME, BEFORE I TELL

the ones who can't succeed to explain are quite.
the ones who have given up on telling are quite.
the ones who have decided that they won't be understood are quite.
the dissapointed ones are quite.
the ones who are afraid of making mistakes are quite.
the ones who have fear of displaying themselves are quite.
the ones who are so weak not to realise they are not the one they think they are,
the ones who are so weak not to realise they don't live in the world in which they think they live are quite.
the ones who can't deal with the facts are quite.
the ones who think they have seen everthing and gone through any possibilities are quite.
the feebles who are deadly in need of seeming strong are quite.
Hush... Silence.
the ones who could talk forever are the ones who get quite before than anyone does.
then the women come next...
even they are counted in this cathegory.
then the poets...
the deaths get quite last.


and "Saying nothing... sometimes says the most." had once said Emily Dickionson. It doesn't have to sound logical. At least, mathematically. Yet, we all know, sometimes being quite is the best answer we can ever give. Indeed, it tells more than we think it does. Haven't you seen the long sentences, the prolonged words you have poured to someone actually has changed nothing. What have you got back apart from a huge "0"? Did they understand you? Even if they did, did you feel you were understood with the acts of those? Let me answer. No.
Like a quote; words, speeches... they sound great, but they don't add up to anything. All that matters is what they feel, what they want...
And yes, some of us choose to be quite due to getting tired, being dissapointed. But let me bring an optimistic vision for all. Would you feel that you were alive if you didn't get tired at all? Or would you really prefer to be the dissapointment instead of being dissapointed?
Well, some are quite because they can't explain, or they are ashamed, or they are desperate.
Yet, the ones who are quite because of they are dissapointed, because of they have seen that them talking changes nothing... this is a dangerous thing then. They are not the dissapointment, they are dissapointed. But yet the ones who got them to stop talking, they are the dissapointment, usually.

If only you really believe that you have tried enough to explain and saw nothing has changed for real...

You don't have to talk more
you don't have to make a sound,
if someone wants to understand you, then they will.
It's all about wanting.
If you get silence back to your silence,
then you know what it means,
you never have to try to make a sound again.
It's gone. You know?
It's all gone.
The dissapointment, either.

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