What if one can still feel alone when there are a lot of people around?

It is really weird to have people around but still to feel lonely, or something like loneliness...

And here, at this point, people around us can be divided into 4 groups.

First group are the ones who you aren't close with. They don't care about you at all, just like they don't mean much to you, neither.

And in the second group, there are the ones who are actually close to you. They are just over there for life. You can tell them everything, they make their best to make you feel better and they are pretty able to do that. However, sometimes eventhough when these people are around, you still feel lonely. I don't know the reason for it, but it just happens sometimes, a temporary progress that your heart refuses the people who loves you, so it continues to feel lonely.

There is another group of people which makes you worse even when you feel lonely or bad. These are the ones who are supposed to be with you any time in any mood of you, but they don't. It usually hurts you more than any problem does. Also, these are the times you usually don't know for what to feel sorry. For those ones aren't beside you or for you feel lonely?

And the last group... We can call it as the "forbidden ones". These are the ones who aren't supposed to be there for you anytime, but somehow they are and you know that they are always going to be.

"There are millons of people in the world, and the spirits will see that most of them, you never have to meet. but there are one or two that you are tied to, and the spirits will cross you back and forth, threading so many knots until they catch and you finally get it right. " And these ones are the ones whose you are tied to. You feel they will be there forever and ever. Somehow you believe in their words. Somehow, you feel that they just have power to feel your soul and read your mind. Neverthless, still somehow..,they are the forbidden ones...